Stryver, nodding his head over him as he reviewed him in the
present and the past, “the old seesaw Sydney. Up one minute and
down the next; now in spirits and now in despondency!”
“Ah!” returned the other sighing: “Yes! The same Sydney, with
the same luck. Even then, I did exercise for other boys, and
seldom did my own.”
“And why not?”
“God knows. It was my way, I suppose.”
He sat, with his hands in his pockets and his legs stretched out
before him, looking at the fire. “Carton,” said his friend, squaring
himself at him with a bullying air, as if the fire-grate had been the
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furnace in which sustained endeavour was forged, and one
delicate thing to be done for the old Sydney Carton of old
Shrewsbury School was to shoulder him into it, “your way is, and
always was, a lame way. You summon no energy and purpose.
Look at me.”
“Oh, botheration!” returned Sydney, with a lighter and more
good-humoured laugh, “don’t you be moral!”
“How have I done what I have done?” said Stryver; “how do I
do what I do?”
“Partly through paying me to help you, I suppose. But it’s not
worth while to apostrophise me, or the air, about it; what you want
to do, you do. You were always in the front rank, and I was always
behind.”
“I had to get into the front rank; I was not born there, was I?”
“I was not present at the ceremony; but my opinion is you
were,” said Carton. At this, he laughed again, and they both
laughed.
“Before Shrewsbury, and at Shrewsbury, and ever since
Shrewsbury,” pursued Carton, “you have fallen into your rank,
and I have fallen into mine. Even when we were fellow-students in
the Student-Quarter of Paris, picking up French, and French law,
and other French crumbs that we didn’t get much good of, you
were always somewhere and I was alwaysnowhere.”
“And whose fault was that?”
“Upon my soul, I am not sure that it was not yours. You were
always driving and riving and shouldering and pressing, to that
restless degree that I had no chance for my life but in rust and
repose. It’s a gloomy thing, however, to talk about one’s own past,
with the day breaking. Turn me in some other direction before I
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go.”
“Well then! Pledge me to the pretty witness,” said Stryver,
holding up his glass. “Are you turned in a pleasant direction?”
Apparently not, for he became gloomy again.
“Pretty witness,” he muttered, looking down into his glass. “I
have had enough of witnesses today and tonight: who’s your pretty
witness?”
“The picturesque doctor’s daughter, Miss Manette.”